Day 5

Jul 19, 2010

Most of the days have been pretty much the same trying to get all of my protein in and trying to eat those things I like but give me the most nutrition... BLAH BLAH this new conversation is boring my family to death. 

For the most part I a feeling great still optimistic but I wake up feeling real weak.  To know me is to know that I can't sit still and I am very independent..  The limited mobility and lack of strength is kill me.  I want to go work, I want to go to the mall, I want to go to the park and walk 2 miles. I am ready to get back to life.  The new diet and the surgery seems like kryptonite to superman.  I feel so weak and sluggish.  I guess I must have patience and  realize that I have had a major surgery and continue to make progress in my new life.

I have experience some valuble new lessons over the last couple of days.   People are inheritly selfish when in come to change even when that change doesn't really involve them.  For example, those who I thought were in support of me have told me every negative thing they can think of about the surgery (mind u they did not mention these things before).  For example, one person said is that the same surgery Jane Doe and her son had... Why they lose all the weight up top and not at the bottom is that what you trying to do. ( Now I do not have a clue about other people and thier surgeries) I thought do individuals not realize that each person has their own experiences just like with anything else. I have to just remember that others were dependent on who you were for themselves and now it forces them to rethink who they are in context to you. OH WELL


I can do all things through Christ Jesus who strengths me. 

Live life without fear and enjoy every experience that come my way.

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