indygirl
221
Feb 20, 2011
Ok, RNY is kind of sucking for me lately. I haven't lost any weight and old habits are creeping back in. I don't wanna screw this up but I am damn frustrated with a lot of things right now. I think it's all taking a toll on my weight loss effects. I'm not a dumper, so I've tried somethings that were not ok. It's Girl Scout cookie time and I've eaten some here and there. That is not ok. I've cut down on my protein shakes because they feel like they are gonna come back up. I'm so burned out on them. I take my vitamins, but not on the strict schedule I had been on. I feel so out of control and I'm not sure how to turn this thing around. I have to find a way to deal with the personal issues in life right now and still be successful with this weight loss. Im up so late right now when I should be sleeping. I know I'm going to be exhausted, but yet, I'm still awake. I need to pull it together for the sake of my sanity because I damn sure don't wanna be a 2time wls failure. This is utterly ridiculous!!So here's the plan...protein shakes have to become a priority once again. Exercise has to become a priority once again. Eating the right foods in the right portions has to become a priority. Sleeping well has to become a priority. Getting back on a vitamin regimen has to become a priority again. I just hope I haven't messed anything up or stretched my pouch with my abuse in these last few weeks.
