Jennyfromtheblock13

Mourning the Loss of Food!

Jan 31, 2010

So yesterday I said GOOD-BYE to food as I knew and hello to a whole new world.  Today I started my Optifast diet and had my first shake at work this morning.  I bought one of those Magic Bullets to mix them.  I heard people say the colder the better and some even said they mixed them with ice.  So that is what I did.  It wasn't too bad.  I had my last meal yesterday.  My hubby, my son, my best friend and I went for dinner at the Mandarin.  It was good.  I feel like I am in mourning a bit over food.  It was such a big part of my life and now things have changed.  It will be a challenge but one I know I can handle and get through to the other side a very happy and healthier women.  I am just hoping that because I have so many things to get done before surgery that it will go by and I won't have time to think about what I have lost only what I will be gaining.  I weighed myself before going for dinner yesterday and the scale said 296lbs, and that is exactly what the scale said when I had my first appointment back in October 2009.  So so far I have not gained or lost anyway weight.  So we will see what the next 2 weeks brings me when I am on the Optifast diet. 

Till next time.

  (this is my breaking heart over the loss of my food)

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