kerniec
Almost sixteen months out.........
Dec 03, 2009
So the endometrial ablation was uneventful. Doped up on percocet for a day, cramps are gone, I'm fine now. Praying that's an end to any heavy crazy periods until I hit menopause in fifteen years..............I cannot believe I'm going to be 37. I don't look it, other than my scary wrinkly legs...........they look 80. I look young. I feel young. My kids are 2 and almost 9. I should be young.............but I'm not. I'm back down to 148, just 2 lbs from my stable weight. My breasts are so tiny I don't care if I ever see 143 again, I cannot afford to lose any more of my breasts! I swear, I can't stand the thought that running is going to take MORE fat off my chest, I have fat to lose in my midsection why in the HELL doesn't it come off there? I have no fat in my lower tummy but the upper tummy is muscle on top of fat. Why, why, why?
I am sixteen months out Saturday. Wow. That's a milestone. I'm a veteran, an old-timer. It went by so fast. I'm happy I went from a 22.24 to a 2/4 but still...........I don't FEEL that small most of the time, I know it's my head that's wrong........at work I feel sexy because all the engineers get all fumbly and embarassed when I speak to them, so that makes me feel like the hot girl talking to the geeks............but when I really want validation, in a more concrete way, I don't get it. It's frustrating. To say the least. I just want to feel sexy and not bloated and ucky...............
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About Me
Dayton, OH
Location
29.3
BMI
Surgery
07/22/2014
Surgery Date
Jun 16, 2008
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