Great day <3 <3 <3

Feb 26, 2011

I had a great day with my little sis and dad. We all went to Hollywood and checked out all the antique furniture stores. My dads a pattern maker and he's making me and my sis dressers and wanted to see what we liked before he starts making them. We had so much fun. Its been a while since we went out together (mom and dad split 2 years ago).

We wanted to go to the Hollywood walk of fame but the OSCARS. lol We totally forgot. Hollywood Blvd was blocked off : (
But we still had fun.

After we went to the thrifts store (which I love). You find the most coolest stuff there.
I automatically searched for the plus size section and my dad laughed and said, "soon you won't be able to shop here."
That made me feel really good. Since I was born I would walk into a store and run to the plus size section. Never been smaller than a 14 and thats when I was 8 yrs. old. lol

Its really sinking in now... soon I'll be able to shop the "regular" section. Wow.
It worries me a little. How do I reprogram my mind when its always been set to "plus size?" I've always been "big." My whole adult life I've been an 18 or higher. All my 20's, I've been a 20-28 :::Sigh:::

I guess I'll cross that bridge when I get there.

I just can't wait till I get Sleeved.

I know I'm not going to wake up the day after surgery and be a size 8. I'm ready and willing to put in the work. I'm praying to be patient. But honestly, I just can't wait till I can, for the first time ever... shop in the regular sections.

That will be awesome.

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