4 Days and Counting...

Mar 20, 2011

Today went out to Costco (took a new picture for my card and... I'm still a butterball) and got 2 more premier protein boxes, tubberware set and a brand new bullet since mine bit the dust. Also went to Walmart and got some more frozen popcicles, jello, crsytal lite (pink lemonade... Yum), V8, beef and chicken broth, more vitamines and the best for the last... GAS EX strips.

I'm planning on packing my bag tonight, so I'm set for surgery for Thursday.

I've been losing steadily. I'm really happy with that. Its easier now than the first week. I'm not tempted and the head hunger isn't there anymore.

Yesterday I went out to the snow. On the way up I got nausious (was litterally green lol) and tried to not vomit (my worst fear). Frolicked in the snow with my girls (will post video on youtube... hilarious). On the way down from our snow romp, I puked and let me tell you puking out premier protien and pink lemonade... no fun. I was so nausious it came out in curds. GROSS. I know.

After I puked my head off, I wanted to EAT. lol I was so hungry and all I could drink was my premier protien drink. We all went to BJ's for dinner and it was torture but again I stuck to my preop diet. I wanted to try the new ahi salad but I couldn't, I just couldn't cheat with less than 5 days to go. So I ordered water with lemon and an extra cup for my shake. Woo Hoo

So today going out to "family night" at my aunts. My close family go to my aunts house and play games and eat dinner. There having speggeti and my mom was in charge of making a meat marinara sauce. My aunts making alfredo. My cousin who was sleeved on Feb. 17 has lost 45 pounds so far. YAY. I'm very proad of her. She looks great. Makes me look even more forward to my surgery.

So there it is. Still throwing around ideas for "Eve of the Sleeve" vlog. Probably work on it tonight. What I'm feeling now: Anxious, prepared, confident, excited with a small pinch of hesitant. Why hesitant you ask? I guess becuase I've been overweight my WHOLE life and its going to be tough trying to reprogram my mind from "eat whatever you want, as much as you want" to "Eat and sip slowly, protien first, small portions, MODERATION." Its scary to me but I know I NEED to do this. I need to prepare myself for the ride of my life.

Everyone Take Care
Kristen

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