OMG!!! 255 :)

May 29, 2011

So this morning I weighed in at 255, so that means since monday I'm done 5 more pounds. Since I started to add HEALTHY carbs to my diet I've been dropping. Its really nice since I'm not a carber at all, but I went out on friday and I had a california roll made with brown rice and I ate 3 pieces of it and was nice and satisfied. Every time before surgery I had Japanese I would eat a huge sashimi salad, 2 rolls, miso soup, and pick off of everyone's plate and now... I mean, its amazing how I'm not "out of control" I eat till I'm satisfied and thats that. I LOVE MY SLEEVE.

I'm fitting into size 18's now. 18! I mean, wow. Last time I was an 18 I was 16, maybe 15 years old. So its crazy how fast this weight is coming off. I'm down 47 pounds right now and I feel SOOO good. Clothes I thought didn't fit me do or I out thinned them and didn't get the chance to wear them. So I need to be more aware of where I'm at and what may or may not fit.

My family did a complete 180 on me. This weekend they were very supportive and happy for me, saying, "you look great" and stuff like that, instead of the usual "why aren't you loseing fast enough?" type crap they were giving me. I don't know what happened but I'm happy there cheering me on instead of making me feel like... I wasn't measuring up. So I'm in such a good place right now.

I put up my 2 month vlog on wednesday. I can't believe its been two months I mean... wow the time truly flew. This summer is looking to be a much fun one. Everything looks better now and I love it.

There has been some emotional stuff regarding my sisters and our relationship now. They feel frustrated becuz I'm losing weight and there still on the pre bench. I won't lie, I'de be a pain too. SO I know where there coming from. It just sucks because they'll have each other during there process and me, well I have my OH friends and youtubers too. I just wish I could celebrate with them but I know they'll see it as rubbing it in, which sucks.

So thanks to EVERYONE for always being there for me and giving me great advice on here. I truly appreciate it.Till next time.
Take Care
Kristen

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