Week 28

Oct 11, 2011

So as I'm finishing week 28 I'm dropping weight like crazy. I have officially passed my lowest adult weight which was 217 and now I'm at 214.2. Oh My BEGEEZES!!!! Its insane.

I'm still working out and learning boxing. I'm viewing "myboxingcoach" videos on youtube and adding them into my routine. I've also been working ALOT and planning ahead with the food. Jotting in myfitnesspal religiously and just really focusing on the mental aspect of using my tool. 

PreOp when I got off of work I was ravenous. I didn't care, I just ate whatever I could get my hands on, go into a food coma and go to bed. Horrible. Now I get off of work and I don't have that anymore. If its late at night I got to bed. If its around dinner time, I take my time and serve myself a pretty plate and enjoy. No rush, no grehlin gremlin on my back and its SO NICE!!!

Its been a STRESSFUL week but I haven't turned to food. My 86' Celica died. Started fixing up a 02' Ford Escape, put $ into it (tune up and oil change and tires) and was driving home and then... the axle broke. OMFG!!!! I fix one thing and another thing breaks. Its becoming a money pit and I'm scared. lol So I can't get it fixed till thursday and I have work so my brother in laws coming to fix it while my dad takes me to work and my sisters picking me up at 2am. Just alot of stress but I'm staying away from the kitchen. Keeping busy.

Another thing thats been happening is... I'm a photographer and there's guys hitting on me while I'm working... I mean, thats never happened before. They've called me beautiful, gorgeous, sexy... me sexy. Its weird. They even ask for my number, I mean? C'mon. It's definitely a 360, I don't think anyone, other than my family and friends, have called me beautiful.

It makes me angry because... 1. I feel like I've cheated myself and 2. I'm the same person I've just lost weight. I hate that society now sees me as a PERSON and before... what was I?

Enough of the rant...

Everyone Keep Rocking it and killing it.
Take Care
Kristen

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