becoming grumpy

Apr 03, 2011

Okay, so this Thursday will be my 6 week post op appointment, even though I'm only 5 weeks out, but I'm about to lose my freaking mind.  I even went so far as to call my Drs. office the other day and encouraged them to start putting together my bail money when I get arrested for stealing food.  I have had 2 stomach viruses since my surgery, and so it seems like my stomach is always feeling "sour".  I'm realizing that this is actually hunger pains, but I'm so worried about over eating or becoming sick, that I think I wait too long to eat and start to feel badly.  But nothing seems to appeal to me that's on my list.  I'm officially souped out and am ready to chew some food, which they assured me I can after Thursday, but it can't come quickly enough!  I feel like I'm being a big baby.  Most of the time when I feel this way, I'll just go for a walk or stay away from my poor family. I feel like a tit complaining about something that I chose!  My sweet Dr. and his staff, who are also precious, have assured me that this is the hardest part, but I'm worried about gaining weight when I DO start eating.  I think I'm making myself nuts.  Oooohhh....nuts sound good!..... 

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