Blah and double BLAH!

May 02, 2011

Okay, so first of all...this is going to be a bitch session, so it won't be for the faint of heart.  Let me start by saying that this has been an uber shitty day, as I started the day off by losing my job of 14 years, so you may just want to pass this blog on by. Should you choose to continue to read, well....you were warned.  Besides the crapola job situation, I'm apparently at a stall with my weight loss, and I'm pretty pissed about it.  I'm doing everything I've been told to do, and am only right at a 40 pound loss after 8 weeks.  I was expecting it to continue to fall off at the same rate it was coming off in the beginning.  Naive, I know, but I'm just being honest.  I need for someone to tell me it's gonna kick in and get better.  My biggest fear has been that I'll only lose "x" amount of weight, then it'll just stop.  Forever.  Statistics tell me otherwise, I know, but when you've spent your entire life losing this battle, it's kind of engrained into one's brain!  I guess what I need is a big hug and a good old fashioned cry.  Thanks for letting me bitch!  Hopefully it's a huge calorie burner! 

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