Ok for real this is flipping great. I got my approval in the mail from BCBS IL. I got my FMLA approval now I'm just waiting on my Short Term Disability and everything will be good to go. I swear I feel like the three month pre-op diet FLEW by but this two months between now and my surgery are moving at a turtles pace! What's up with that? Arghhhhhhhh..... Anyways some updates...I'm single and looking to mingle now. Had to let the boyfriend go. He was stressful and non-supportive. I'm quick to drop a bad habit and that's just what this fool was. A BAD HABIT. I was with him a year. I like to say 9 months TOO long! LMAO! Now I's free! And yes I meant to say I's!!!! I have some of the best support group friends and I'm thanking God for them daily. I have so many fears and expectations that I want from this. I'm hoping I'm not putting too much into this surgery. I don't want to think it's a miracle worker. But I just know once I'm healthy I can get my life back. I go out now but I don't feel like I look my best. Anyways, I've got about 8 million events to attend prior to my surgery from bachelorette parties to birthdays. And I've found myself kinda upset. Cause I'm like dang I wish I had my surgery already so I could get on with the get on to lookin and feeling good. I've gotta go to all this stuff in my bloated body and act like I'm having a blast. Well I guess I could take that as excitement? Come on AUGUST 2nd!