Is it bad that I think one of my co-workers is the catalyst to why I'm so ready to do this. I have a co-worker that is SMO and she does things such as eat and smack in the clients ear. She has a pack a day habit and she is JUST the sweetest thing I've ever met in my life. But I look at her and I think I'm not sure how long I'm gonna know her because anyday now I think she could drop dead. She's easily 450lbs. And she exerts a lot of energy from the car to the door at work. What's worse about it all is she told me the other day Welllllll if I die I die...What can I say. SHOCK and AWE! I don't have that mentality. A glazed doughnut is not worth my life I'm sorry! I"m basically writing this as my thank you to her. A bad example, although sweet, that I decided not to follow.