Day 19 & 20

Jan 09, 2011

Wow. I am getting terrible at blogging lately. I need to get back on track. Yesterday, I missed blogging because my friend was over until late, and I knocked out as soon as she left. But, yesterday really brightened my spirits. It was good to hang out with my friend, and just not worry about anything. I think a lot of my depression was because I was feeling lonely and isolated. It was fun to wander around Walmart, and cook together. (I didn't eat what we cooked; it was for Carlos, but it was fun to do it.)
Today I had a very successful day. I ate well, and really enjoyed what I ate. I found a hilarious website and I literally laughed for 2 hours. If that's not stress relief, I don't know what is. I did some stretching, and I even cleaned some more. It was good and I feel uplifted. 
It also helped to have my friends behind me. The friend that visited is so amazing and supportive. All my other friends (who know about my surgery) were giving me words of encouragement on Facebook and on here. It helps to know people are rooting for me and believe in me. 
I am definately going to a support group on Thursday, and I am looking forward to meeting some new people and getting some new perspective. I even get to meet my unofficial OH mentor, which should prove fun.

Well, all, sleep is quickly approaching. Thanks for reading, and for all of you who offered your support and love while I was struggling, know that you are wonderful and I appreciate you so much!

:) Nicole 

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