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wls process started
on February 7, 2013 1:24 am
So I have started my journey towards wls. I have now seen the Dr twice, but have 5 more months of diet before I can get approved. Want to get this weight off bad. I have done my psyche eval, sleep study, and egd. Now I want to start dieting I want to be closeto a BMI of 40 as possible when I have the surgery.
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I'm Back
on April 19, 2010 7:37 pm
I am finally back on here. I was off for a while because I had a baby. My son is now two months and is beautiful. Unfoirtunently my weight has gone back up with the baby weight. So I am starting all over again.... It feels harder this time starting over again. I feel like I worked hard to loose the weight for nothing. I'm back at square one.
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Scared
on February 10, 2009 7:10 am
Why is it that everyday I get up with a great attitude abou tmy diet. I always say today is the day I am sticking to my diet and starting of on this new life. And then by the time I get home from work, all that is out the window. I struggle with myself everyday.
I am also starting to think that maybe I sabatage myself. I think that reaching my goal weight scares me. What if I get there and I'm not happy. Then what???? What if loosing this weight isn't the answer to my problems???
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Weigh in tomorrow
on January 22, 2009 2:52 pm
So tomorrow is my first weigh in since I am now back on the program and commited. I am nervous. My weight got back up to around 197 lbs. So I am just praying it is going down. I have been in the 190's for so long I am looking forward to goin into the 180's. Dont know if its gonna happen this week but im hoping... Wish me luck...


So I didnt weigh in that Day I decieded to change my weigh in days to Mondays, that way I wont hceat on the weekends. I weighed in and am now at 191. Its a step in the right direction but I have been stuck in the 190's so long all I wanna do is break throught that... Hopefully next week.....
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No where land...
on January 16, 2009 10:09 am
So I feel aas if I have been in no where land for a while now. With the holidays and the boyfriend issues I have not been watching what im eating at all.... who am i kinding I wasn't watching what I was eating because I got lazy with it. I haven't gained any weight but definently havent lost any either. I keep telling my self I'm gonna start back on manday, then monday comes and something happens. I just need to find some direction. And dont know where to start looking...
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I never thought of myself as a skinny person. I always had issues with my body image. Now when I look back at what I used to weigh I think to myself I must have been crazy, I was so small. I started rally gaining the weight after I had my daughter and went through a rough break up with my daughters father. I was very depressed for over a year and used food as my only source of relief from the depression. My weight balooned to over 270. I was misserable, and unhappy. I thought that I would never be able to not feel self confident and attractive again. I set my mind on loosing weight. I tried the south beach diet and it did work to a point. The hardest thing was staying on it long term. I never went back to eating and not caring again but I started and stopped my south beach diet to many times to remember. It has taken over a year but I have dropped down to 194 pounds. I am enjoying the way I am looking but am not to where I wanna be. So my goal right now is to get down to 150. I know that once I reach that goal I will probably set a new one but for now 150 will do. My biggest issue is how long this whole weight loss thing is taking. I cant believe that in a year I did not loose all the weight. I am getting frustraited and just need some new energy to keep going.