day 3 going good

Oct 25, 2012

day 3 pre-op and im alright. the first day was R O U G H but not sure if it was all related to not being able to eat. nonetheless i'm feeling good. i'm finding it's not too difficult to stick to this preop diet. i munch a few sliced pickles here and there but they are zero everything so i think it's ok. my chips and tortillas and xtra sharp cheddar are calling my name but i'm ignoring them like i do my husband. LOL

the more i look at all the before and after photos i am convinced beyond my original 100% that this is so right for me.

i was upstairs last night in our loft and started looking, really looking, at old photos from 20+ years ago and yep, there was a small piece of time where i was not thin, but not so heavy but it didn't last long. in every photo i'm fat. overweight. pleasantly plump. i think back to a time when i was thin. i do not remember when that might have been. i'm not petite so i'm a big girl by nature. i have what's i consider an athletic build. although with all the fat you can no longer see that.

but soon, i will, the world will, see the real me. soon.

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