So I'm currently around 117lbs down after about a year a four months. It's pretty surreal, I look back on pictures now and can't believe I was ever as big as I was. It always makes me laugh when people will comment on my weight with things like, 'Oh, I can see how you stay thin' or even things like 'You wouldn't understand you've never been this overweight.' PLEASE. Haha. People that I meet for the first time now are always completely floored when I show them old pictures. Oddly enough though, I still don't see a huge difference in myself, my body imaging definitely needs some correction. The other day I think I truly saw myself for what my size actually is now and it made me actually pause and stare at the mirror like I expected the image to get larger before my eyes, but no it stayed the same. I'm fit into a size 10 a few days ago. I don't think I can ever remember a time when I was a size 10, even when I was in middle school or elementary school. 
It scares me a lot that I'm able to eat more now. I feel like I eat way better than I used to but I count every single calorie and feel so guilty if I 'indulge' in a small pastry at work or eat a bite-size piece of candy. It's become a bit of an obsession because it seems that while it's so hard to get rid of weight now, it's so EASY to put it back on. I also don't know if I'll ever be comfortable with my weight, or if I'll just want to continually keep pushing myself to see how far I can actually get down. Does anyone else ever feel like there isn't really a point where you'll just be satisfied with your weight and body? Maybe it's just my emotions flying. lol

100lbs DOWN. SO EXCITED. Now time to celebrate at the gym. Ha.

I don't know why my health tracker isn't showing it, but oh well! I got measured today and I've lost a total of 20 inches all over. :D
YES.

Oh geez, I'm so excited.
I feel like a different person.
I have to say, working out at a gym really helps!
My personal trainer is one of my favorite people right now. (Maybe not when she's kicking my ass around the gym, but afterwards..)
I LOVE MY SLEEVE.

Before surgery: Pant size=24, Shirt size: 2XL, Current: Pant size: 18, Shirt size: Large YAY.

*cough* Aunt Steph, I posted some updates pics.
52lbs!