Ladies and Gentlemen!!!!

May 03, 2010

I HAVE A DATE!!!! My life will change on May 24th 2010!! OMG I'm so excited and Bloody TERRIFIED! LOL I'm sorry it took me so long to update. I went to my 2nd. consultation on April 28th. All my pre-ops were completed, My parents came in the room with me (felt kind special all warm and fuzzy!) Everything went Great.... Until i was informed that the Office manager (The lady who does the surgery scheduling) was not in today OF COURSE! So.. I had to call the next day for a date. I tried my best not to think about it. Finally she came to work at about 10:30 and i got my date! MAY 24!!! WHOOOO HOOO I cant get over it! Its like 3 weeks away! This is amazing! So on another note I informed a couple of my friends. I received awkward reviews, The one who I thought would have been happy for me is scared, And saying she likes the big me and cant imagine me at a size 6 with a big head (After I informed her that I was NOT Star Jones...)  I told her Ill be okay and well go through it together. Now on to my sister.. Who again, Doesn't really want me to have it, Told me that she needs to get on the ball and get fit b/c im trying to be cuter than her. ("joking" of course) She seriously went out and bought DIET PILLS!! Let me give you some insight... My sister weighs about 145 pounds and has been that way and smaller ever since I was.. no matter of fact SHE was born! She has no idea what I go through. And im a little upset to find out that she thinks this is all a competition! I cant fit in every seat.. airplane.. roller coaster... Damn near anywhere and you think this is all about being cute! She goes.. "You don't know how many peoples lives your changing with this surgery" Not to be selfish but &*@# everybody else. THIS IS FOR ME!! ME!!! Ughhhh I'm sorry to sound so disgusting but I had to let it out. Even if its just here. But that will not ruin my day.. (whooo saaa) I have a DATE! I'm excited... And that's how I will end this post.. Thanx for listening. Love You guys. Till Next time.

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