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Where Oh Where do I begin.... I have neglected you guys!. Man, So I now weigh 219 lbs, That makes a grand total of 138 pounds so far.. Life is just grand!! Still in school, Still working.. The guy that i went out on that date with... Turned out to be the most amazing boyfriend ever!!  Im wearing a size 14 and Large XLarge some times. (I started this journey wearing 3XL and 24's!) Everything is just so much easier now. I need to be better with my supplements.. I am noticing that im a lot weaker than I used to be. But that could easily be fixed. Wow I thought i had soo much to say.. But i cant think of anything else.. (its hard talking about yourself) I will definitely try to post more often.. Pics coming soon as well!!

Where do I begin? So my day has been AMAZING!!! Where do I begin?
1. OFFICIALLY LOST 100 POUNDS TODAY!!!
2. Got Employed by Macy's 
3. Found out what I want to do with my life (changed my major to paralegal and found out only 6 of my credits will not transfer, so it wont hold me back from Graduating on time!)
4. Currently talking to this guy (who might be too good to be true... I'll keep you posted) and we set a date today for FRIDAY! Haven't been on a date in about a year!
5. I fit into 18's!!! and look rather svelte if  i don't say so myself!!!
6. And Last Finally... FINALLY got my camera fixed, So if someone can show how to add pics! They WILL be up soon!!!!
 

Have you ever seen that thick (but smaller or maybe more evenly curvier than you) and it seems like shes just floating better yet gliding by you! You think to yourself "If I could just look like her I would be cool" Oh you too! At least im not alone. Were we nieve then? Or did we really think that losing say 50 lbs was gonna make our lives better. I was staring at myself in the mirror today and almost bursted in to tears. "How did I lose over 90 pounds, still look the same" I see NO DIFFERENCE! It doesnt help that most of my clothes still fit. Granted it was the clothes I keep around that was too small before, But I thought after 90 pounds I would need a new wardrobe! Not at all.. The only up side is that I wont need to buy any fall clothing, I was kinda looking forward to it though. It almost painful to look in the mirror and still see the me @ 357lbs. Im looking at pics and still dont see 90 lbs gone. Its hard on the soul. Im trying to keep good spirits but its hard. Well see, hopefully in the near future. Till Next Time My Loves...

 Today marks my 4th Surgiversary. I am down a total of 89 pounds! Which puts me at 268 and starting at 367. I'm not sure how I feel right now. I keep battling myself thinking I should be lower than this now. I guess when your on a stall and you come back after 2 months and lose 9 pounds it can be a little depressing. But then I'm thinking "could I have lost 89 pounds on my own"?... Probably not!!! So the verdict is I'M GONNA BE HAPPY TODAY!! I weigh less than I did in high school.. and in 8th grade for that matter!  I didn't even notice the time... I have to head to class! I will post the rest later. p.s. DeniseATL when my camera is fixed I PROMISE I will post some pics!!! Till Next Time!

The 24th cannot come here quick enough! I want to see if im losing weight! My clothes are fitting much looser. And I need to start getting new things but. I WANT TO SEE THE NUMBERS ON THE SCALE!!! Lol. Going to the support group tonight. Ill update on the 24th! 

So I am not sure if I am still on a stall. I promised myself that I would not look at the scale until my 4 month mark (Sept 24th) But I have been noticing that everyone talks about how they lose like 15 DRESS SIZES and 100 inches during the stall period!!! Exaggerating of course. But I have found that my clothes fit the same. A pair of my jeans have even gotten tighter than they have been fitting the prior week (bought last month though) Then by the end of the day It fit like normal. Idk what that was about but... Anywho. I started this journey at a size 24 and to date I am a loose 22. Now I understand that everything takes time and Im only 3 months out yea. yea. yea... But i've lost 80 pounds. 80 POUNDS and have only lost one (and a half) jean size. i'm not bottom heavy, just weird I guess. This whole process is frustrating. i'll update with stall results on the 24th. Until Next time! 

 IM ON A STALLL AND I HATE IT!!! Ive been battling these same 5 pounds! Ive lowered the carbs.. Up the fluid and protein. Lets see what happens. Stay Tuned.

 Hola OH world! I'm back! Where do I start.... Well I lost 81 pounds so far (I'm Pleased) I am no longer ridiculously weak. And I'm walking everywhere! I DID have OUTRAGEOUS dry heaving and nausea for about 3 weeks. It was really terrible and depressing. But one day it like it up-ed and disappeared! Appetite came back, No heaving! I'm not sure what I changed up but glad (I was getting low there!) I'm already starting to FEEL the changes. I can fit much better in seats and cars and everywhere! I went to a party this weekend and felt so confident and look gorgeous in my pics if I don't say so myself. LOL (Will post those soon) Ummm lets see what else.... I plan on going to a water park next weekend, I'm not gonna over exert myself... but I will have fun! I'm starting to feel much better. Till next time.... 

 So today marks my "Monthiversery". The extreme pain is gone but I still feel very week. And I know for a fact it is due to me not eating much and slipping on my vits, Its hard to keep track... The one-a-days, the calcium, the antibiotics, the Gall bladder pills, And the occasional Vicodin. Its so much to remember. But i'm trying. I cant wait to go out and walk without being winded or have my heart beat out of my chest!!! Thats my goal for next month. I will update with pics very soon. So far I have lost 53 pounds total.. I believe I lost like 7 before surgery. (I was not weighed before) But all in all its at least 40, 45 pounds since surgery.


Now on to the food... NOTHING TASTES GOOD. IM MEAN NOTHING. I want a burger or a fresh FISH SANDWICH soooo bad! These cravings are painful. Literally! Im hoping this all gets better. Anywho. Let me stop complaining Tootles. 

So as I predicted "Hell Week" has made itself very comfortable. I feel like $#!%. (Excuse my Frank!) I really do. I have the WORST pain in my abdomin. Its obstructing me from Standing.. sitting.. sleeping.. LIVING! I went to get a Cat Scan b/c I thought I was dying. I just knew they were gonna find something fatal lol (I could laugh at it now but it was NO laughing matter then!) It came back fine ofcourse. So then I thought it was constipation, took some Mirolax which did make me feel better.. But DID NOT take away the pain. Im headed to the Doc at noon to figure out what this is. Ugh.. My heart rate still races so I cant even walk long distances.. Pain or not! Im just really in bad shape here. I wish I could build a time machine to either go back to before I did this to myself or to when it allegedly "gets better". Im starting to feel ways of sadness I have never felt. Im hoping this isnt depression, I have seen what depression after WLS looks like and it is NOT fun! Burrr. Im not myself and its now making me worry... Once again, I really would just like to have my life back. "Back in time.. I can dream its a simple thing... Im building a time machine.." -T Pain... lol (after that sadden heartfelt post.. Did I really just quote T Pain. Lol it stays) p.s. Im down 43 pounds so far. Ill give the right numbers when I get back from the Doc.