Building a Time Machine...

Jun 16, 2010

So as I predicted "Hell Week" has made itself very comfortable. I feel like $#!%. (Excuse my Frank!) I really do. I have the WORST pain in my abdomin. Its obstructing me from Standing.. sitting.. sleeping.. LIVING! I went to get a Cat Scan b/c I thought I was dying. I just knew they were gonna find something fatal lol (I could laugh at it now but it was NO laughing matter then!) It came back fine ofcourse. So then I thought it was constipation, took some Mirolax which did make me feel better.. But DID NOT take away the pain. Im headed to the Doc at noon to figure out what this is. Ugh.. My heart rate still races so I cant even walk long distances.. Pain or not! Im just really in bad shape here. I wish I could build a time machine to either go back to before I did this to myself or to when it allegedly "gets better". Im starting to feel ways of sadness I have never felt. Im hoping this isnt depression, I have seen what depression after WLS looks like and it is NOT fun! Burrr. Im not myself and its now making me worry... Once again, I really would just like to have my life back. "Back in time.. I can dream its a simple thing... Im building a time machine.." -T Pain... lol (after that sadden heartfelt post.. Did I really just quote T Pain. Lol it stays) p.s. Im down 43 pounds so far. Ill give the right numbers when I get back from the Doc.

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