oh boy...

Nov 02, 2011

 so here i am ,, sitting at mickey dees,  ( yay! free wi fi) at least i had a salad, my hubby is chowing down on a mc flurry, it looks gooey and yummy. im really enjoying this website. its exciting to meet folks who have experience and who are just starting out like me. man is my daughter cute, she was singing "ok sera sera" shes awesome. i have so many questions, i was so sure i wanted lapband but now i don't know. i still want a wls just not sure which one. evryone here has been super nice . i wish i was small enough to go up in the play structure with my daughter. it just looks fun
i am worried i wont be allowed on the plane on sunday to go to edmonton to do my modules as i do not have current i.d. just an expired beginners from 2005( In my maiden name). i tried to get my passport yesterday but they wouldn't give me one cuz i lack sufficent i.d., so off to auto pac i went,,,, they are giving me i.d. but it takes 2 weeks to get. we've called air canada twice and asked them about it, the dude kinda hummed and haaed and ended up saying just be sure you bring everything you do have including my marriage certificate.the only i.d i have in my married name is my mb health card, and thats pretty useless.
wish me luck
 opps almost forgot the purpose of this blog, my eating habits. i do good drinking my fitsmart shakes all day, then i have a nice healthy supper, with somewhat decent portions,,,, but..... then after supper all i want is junk, and i get my hubby to run to sobeys to get a cake ( which we split, yes in one sitting) or pie or chocolate bars,,,,, if only i'd gone to bed earlier. its the late night cravings that are doing me in, how do i fight them? and its a binge, not just a small treat,,,, i just want to eat all the junk until its all gone. grocery shopping is easy,,, i don't buy any junk ( ok, except lately i've been on a blueberry muffin kick) i load the cart with veggies fruit, boneless skinless chicken boobs, rices, . the only reprieve i get from these binges is when we are broke.   I confess i've eaten a bunch of my daughters halloween chocolate. I did so good losing 70 lbs i was down to 273,,,,,,, but now i'm eating again,,, junk! i'm trying to get back on track,,, 
 

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