seyrahhh
This SUCKS 9-11-11
Sep 10, 2011
well. i got my wls on august 24th, 2011 it was a RNY and i was around 250.... now im 227... i feel terrible. its september 11, 2011.... i kinda feel like a jerk for complaining about ANYTHING today actually :/i knew that having wls would be life changing.... but i find myself screaming in my brain "GOOD GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE?!" i know its supposed to get better later but why is it so horrible now??? everything is just really sh*tty. i cant pick up my daughter... i cant drink much water... i like to inhale water... now its just tiny sips and im thirsty ALL DAY. GAHHHHH!!!
im not new to the emotional roller coaster that everyone that has wls complains about... ive been on cortioco steroids my whole life so being emotional isnt different to me lolol. i did all this surgery stuff to get rid of my asthma and my cushings disease.... other than that i dont really have any problems... not diabetic... no high blood pressure.... no normal fat people problems.... which is surprising bc im 5'1 and 250. which was bad.
i dont think ive experienced the dumping stuff yet... food is just so unappetizing to me right now... looking at and smelling food makes me heave most of the time if not then throw up... im just soooo thirsty. im so scared to drink though bc im afraid my tummy will explode lmao. i should probably talk to a doctor about that. >.>; i do like the fact that like 3 bites of something and im super full....
i think life is going to get harder though.... i got this awesome surgery and im going to be healthy and be able to exersice and be super awesome..... but im also about to go through a divorce... which im afraid will either motivate me to lose more weight or make me sulk and gain an ass-ton back. i know i have my daughter and im about to move closer to the rest of my family which is awesome.... but uh.... not having my husband is GOD AWFUL DEPRESSING.
its hard to find younger girls on this site... i kinda want to know what my outcome might be like.... what kinda things they went through... what happens to all the skin???? >.< lol
