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It got awesome. 7-24-2012
Jul 23, 2012
Ok. Been busy lol. First off... I am now 130 lbs. :D TOO EXCITING!!! I was 255... And I had my wls (rny gastric bypass) on aug 27th 2011... I was told about saggy skin... But since I'm 23 the doc said I'd bounce back for the most part... I guess it could be worse but it still looks pretty bad :/ I really wanted to keep my boobs and ass but that didn't work out... Went from a 38DD and now I'm a 34 c.... If I'm wearing a pushup bra :c I haven't checked on measurements lately... But I wear a size 7 pants in junior sizes... I'm not gonna lie, people who get wls say wearing cute clothing isn't really a goal... But (besides getting healthy) IT'S FREAKING AWESOME. Since my upper arms and thighs still look saggy all I have to to is wear really tight panty hose or leggings and a half sleeve shirt or a shrug and I can wear mini skirts and shorts and cute dresses.... Never even thought about getting away with it before when I was big.... And now, that's all I wear or some skinny jeans.... I do have to wear one of those underwear corset things... But it's not that uncomfortable and it makes me look better... Yay ^_^ I moved away from my husband... When I did I was still fat... Then recently he saw I looked damn fine and tried to get me back... Saying stuff like "we have a kid we need to make this work" the exact same shit I was saying when I was trying to get him to come back to me but he chose his girlfriend over us... I was single and I still didnt want that asshole back. There was a guy I met in January of this year and I was still chubby... We hit it off awesomely and we have all kinds of things in common. My family liked him... He met my daughter (something I don't let the guys I date do) and they got along great c: but as soon as it got serious he got stationed in Virginia.... He's in the coast guard.... So I haven't seen him since early April :c I told him I really liked him but we shouldn't talk... Long distance things do NOT work out. A couple of weeks ago he got in touch with me saying he was getting stationed in san diego and he wants me and my daughter to go with him. He asked me to marry him and explained in awesome detail how much he wanted me and my kid to be his everything.... I told him marriage isn't really something someone who is still technically married (on paper) does. So in December I'm packing me and my daughter up, enrolling in another nursing school there, and moving to San Diego! On my first date with him, it was a group thing with my cousin and her husband... Within the first hour, I pulled her on the side and told her I was going to marry this boy. I told her recently he asked, and now she's freaking out lol When he left I didn't have a boyfriend, I dated guys but I couldnt find what I had with him... I didn't even feel this way about my husband. He's coming visit in August (he hasn't seen how much prettier I got hehehe) and I'm sooo excited. I sound like a freaking teenager. Im going to finish my semester here (pre nursing!) then hope there's an as good of a school there as there is here in December. But back to wls stuff. Anything with more than 7g of sugar makes my stomach extremely upset... So I guess I'm lucky. Most people dont have problems with sugar so they just gain weight back... I can eat half a soft taco supreme with no lettuce and be overly stuffed. God taco bell is my weakness... And waffles. But sugar free syrup makes me feel less guilty. Sugar free everything is amazing... Except the ice cream... Sugar free ice cream makes my tummy upset... Splenda is my best friend. I don't crave bread or pasta ever... Yay! I love steak. And good thing... Because my hair is falling out :c i started drinking muscle milk and I eat a lot of meat for protein... Lack of protein is what makes my hair fall out but ever since I started ordering muscle milk in bulk and pre made all ready to open sitting in my fridge, my hair loss has gotten better. My sight kind of sucks now :/ blood pressure is low... I have dizzy spells a lot and have even fainted... It's kind of scary... Developed bradycardia... That's when you have a slow heartbeat. My limbs fall asleep easily... I still have cushings disease... But its getting waaaay better bc I'm not on the cortioco steroids as much. My asthma is better too! I only need one puff of symbicort everyday. Still the highest concentration dose thing though (green) Shaving kind of sucks... The extra skin makes it harder to do. Especially the underarms. I have no advice for that. Maybe I can do waxing and see if that's better? Sex is a little awkward... I'm insecure about the saggy skin so I tend to stay away from any kind of well lit places... or I just don't do it at all so I get labeled as a tease :/ meh... I can run, climb stairs, play with my kid without getting tired (best part) and flirt shamelessly and never get a bad look from guys. This has turned out to be an awesome decision. Yes, the first couple of months suck... It sucks so bad. I regretted doing this to myself every day. But now that the worst is over, I'm so happy. I hope that's how everybody else who did this feels too. And if you're thinking about doing it, DO IT. It's nothing short of amazing.
