Down and out

Apr 27, 2011

I have been feeling a bit 'out of sorts' as my grandmother used to say, for the past 2 weeks now. Kind of lethargic and don't want to do anything.

I think it's a combination of stress due to my Honey being out of work; stress because of a stalled scale; and stress at work because my boss drives me insane. She is a micromanager who is constantly sending me emails, "Is this done yet? did you do this yet? are you working on this?" I just want to say..."YES!!!! And if you'd quit sending me emails that I have to answer and explain everything I have done so far, it would get done a lot faster too!!"

Maybe its because I havent had a B12 shot in 2 weeks either. I feel rundown, headachey and exactly like I have PMS-except that I shouldn't because the timing is wrong....combined with morning nausea that, I think, is caused by my iron pills.....because you can be damned sure I'm not pregnant!! My doc had me go off weekly injections and start monthly ones but I am pretty sure I can feel the difference. I went for bloodwork today so I guess I will see at m y next appointment.

I havent been to the gym either since last Thursday. An entire week. I'm going tonight, after work and before WW though. I am even half tempted not to go to WW either, knowing full well the scale will just laugh at me.

Just feeling a little "off the wagon" I guess. Maybe I am jealous that my Honey gets to stay home and I have to go to work? Maybe I am coming down with something? Easter really broke up my routine so I think maybe I just need to get back into it. I think that will settle things a bit and make me feel a bit more like myself.

If only I could get rid of this headache!!! Day 2 now....my eyes feel like they are going to explode.

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