7 month anniversary = 100 pounds!!!!

Jun 29, 2011

I finally made it!!!  I hit 100 pounds loss.  I didn't think I would ever get here.  I weigh 205.  I only lost 5 pounds this past month and actually was gaining for a while or so the scale said I got up to 215 at one point last month.  Anyway, I am just thrilled that I finally made that 100 pounds.  Next to be under 200.  5 pounds away.  Things are going well.  Went shopping again and took in plus sizes and regular sizes and the regular sizes fit.  Still can't believe that.  Not sure what size pants I wear as I'm trying not to spend much money.  I go to the doctor tomorrow so we will see how that goes.  Overall I am very happy all this and I look at my before and after pictures I can see the difference but mentally I am stuck.  Still at 305-325...Went to the swimming pool today with friends and I was more nervous going this year than I have been any other year.  I think in previous years I just didn't care, people knew I was fat and I just accepted.  I wasn't comfortable back then, but today was ridiculous how nervous I was.  I bought a swimsuit at walmart, so not the best but it will get me through summer.  My friend said I look really great and is happy for me.  My neighbor had asked me as well the other day if I had lost weight and I told him yes and what I did.  It's nice to have people notice.  Last month one of the sackers at the grocery store said something to me too.  So it's nice to know that people do notice me and I'm not just another face in the crowd.  The weight is definitely getting harder at coming off.  I am really watching my water now and am drinking about a gallon a day.  My diet has gone to crap but I am going to get back on track.  Protein first, veggies, fruits.  I am a carbaholic and I need to stop.  I see that and am making the change.  I am going twice a week to the gym, would like to get that back up to 3 times a week and am actually taking this week off.  Anyways, my head is back on straight and I am in this for the long haul.  Hopefully  next month I will be saying I am below 200!

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