9 month anniversary

Aug 31, 2011

Well I am at 9 months.  I weigh as of today 200.6.  4 days ago I weighed 198.  I thought I finally would not see that stupid 200 mark ever again.  I wish it would just stay under 200.  I have slacked on exercising again.  I have got to get back into the routine.  I still don't see myslef 100+ lighter...some days I do and it's nice to still hear a few comments of how great I look but I just always wonder if I look like a fat person trying to fit into skinny people's clothing.  I wear these yoga pants because they fit and people say they look good on me but I can't help but think I'm trying to fit into skinny peoples clothing,  They are tight fitting but supposedly they look ok.  I wear a shirt that covers my stomach  but I still wonder if it's too tight.  I always said I wouldn't complain about the skin after I lost weight but guess what I am doing???  Complaining about my flabby arms and my stomach that is flabby.  I keep thinking about how I ruined my body.  Plus all of the strech marks I have on my body is disgusting...So according to the body tracker I only lost 1 pound this past month....I have got to get back to exercising!!!!!!  DO something even if if it's not going to the gym... 

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