subia001
sad day to vent
Dec 27, 2010
i'm starting to regret having had this surgery. i knew what was going to happen going into this life changing experience, but didn't expect to feel regretful. it's so frustrating to not be able to eat like i used to. i'm not cooking like i used to (food doesn't sound good anymore) unable to eat breads, stuffing, yogurts, etc.... my husband worries about me not eating like i used to, but i think he's more worried about my mental health (lol). last night i craved ice cream so bad, and all i kept thinking to myself is that I chose to do this, i will overcome these feelings. it's easier said than done. i'm afraid to eat certain foods due to the fact of the slow moving pace i feel going down my throat. that is so uncomfortable. then having to feel the rumbling in my stomach after eating. feels like a rat is moving in my intestines. oh, then the gas and diarrhea. smells terrible and sounds like a frog has jumped out of my butt to burp...today is a day i just want to cry and wallow in my sorrows. i'm sure it'll get better...but right now it sucks.
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About Me
Sanger, CA
Location
23.2
BMI
Surgery
10/29/2010
Surgery Date
Jul 08, 2010
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