Slow learner

Jul 31, 2012

I must be a slow learner because the blog from yesterday disappeared which  means I didn't save it!  Anyway, I ate out twice yesterday, lunch and dinner.  Didn't do really bad, but I am of the mind set that I don't have to be really careful because I am pre op.  I know, I know, I am so wrong, I should be preparing for the rest of my life.  I will try to do better, I really will do it!
I am tiring of this being all that my life is about these days.  Of course it's in the forefront of my mind constantly, no one else knows that my thoughts are constantly on my weight , eating and all the aches and pains that go with it.  My feet are really bothering me these days. I am sure it's the weight, I experience it every time that I am up in my weight. Again, I am a slow learner, I know this will happen, but I allow myself to gain to the point of foot pain.  
I will work harder, be stronger and get to where I BELONG WITH MY WEIGHT AND STAY THERE!

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