Let's blow them away!

Oct 06, 2011

As I got bigger my self esteem got smaller. I had to go meet new people that my husband was friends with and I just felt bad for him because of my weight. Even though he has not said anything about it…I just felt awful. I couldn’t stand to look myself in the mirror how could anyone else. I was really nervous to the point of being really sick. I went out bought a new top and some new makeup and fixed myself up I felt ok but not great. I went and met them all and they were really nice but not like you would be if you were skinny. Face it…people do treat you different when you’re bigger. It is sad but it’s our society. I confessed my feelings to one of my close friends and she told me “Kanda you’re beautiful…and Hey…let them see you how you look now because when you lose all your weight you’re going to blow them ALL out of the water. Now that I am losing weight even though it’s not a lot I am pumped because I know that I am and will get there and couldn’t be happier and excited. Here is to the new ME!!!!!

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