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I have struggled with weight my entire life. I never had any problems making friends and I was always active, you could not keep me at home. However, I had to work out twice as much as my peers and still was a little overweight. I had just as many girlfriends and guyfriends. I played sports and loved the outdoors. My senior year in '89 I got down to my lowest weight ever (158 pounds, 24 inch waist, size 9). I found out I was pregnant at the beginning of the school year. We got married in October and I had a healthy beautiful baby boy in April. I graduated in May. Two and a half years later my beautiful little girl was born and with each birth came more weight. Now, 20 years later and 214 pounds overweight I only keep in touch with one friend, only leave my house for and appointments and shopping. Don't get me wrong ( I do not hate my life) I am happy much of the time. My children keep me active around the house. I just do not want anyone to see how much weight I have gained.
