goodbye to an old friend

Jun 18, 2011

tomorrow is my surgery it is finally here the liquid diet was hell for me ,i learned that my whole life has been wraped up in food my every thought even when i was a kid.it was like saying good by to an old friend that has been ripped away.what do i do now that i don't have my security blanket?i keep saying to my self a new adventure,you can do this,i just want my old friend back.. my son had his birthday party saturday and all around me was food to keep focus i just bite my hand and said to my self "you can do this don'tgive up your surgery is in 2 days".i have been on  a emotional rollcoaster for 2 weeks.thank god 1 more day.thanks everyone

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