Arjeffries

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I started at 300 lbs. I had my surgery on Jan. 27 2016 at 272 lbs. Today I  am 199.8. I just came back from vacation. I cheated some but I still lost.  There wasn't any damage like I was expecting.Even if I never lost another pound, I would be happy. My goal is 150. I am 2/3 of the way there. Woo! Woo!

I don't know if it's because my six month sleeversary is coming up or because I'm tired of being so strict on my diet, but I have been cheating on my diet. Cheating myself of my potential. Over the last two days I've been eating cheetos, mcdonalds frie fries and nuggets,cupcakes, doughnuts and more cupcakes. Today I woke up craving doughnuts. Craving them so much I was willing to get dressed and drive 15 minutes to the store.  I didn't. Iate some roast beef and cheese for breakfast. Yeah  me! It is tough to see everyone at family functions eating and they are slim. That isn't me. I have my own battle and it just occurred to me it's going to be lifelong battle. So I gues it will be back to battling this weight demon one bite at a time. One fork full at a time.