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Good Morning
I was truly not myself the other day and the enemy was on me hard!!! I want to say"THANK YOU" to all the people who prayed for me and gave words of encouragment. I'm so thankful for your support and God knows what you need and when you need it.I'm learning to give ALL things to God and I have to learn to incourage myself, you guys this one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Something so easy but yet so hard. I've been broken and I've came to far to turn back now. I'm losing weight that I've never thought I would ever loose, I had to sell my 1st home, I'm dealing with the emotional part of WLS,and I was hurt by my husband(this has really taken a toll on me). But God has NOT left my side. THANK YOU GOD for your everlasting LOVE. I know there will be others days when I will feel low and I may even feel like giving up but I'm a CHILD of GOD and I Will and CAN do all things through my LORD and SAVIOR. Tell yourself everyday that you love yourself and that God loves you.

Do not remember the former things, Nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, Now it shall spring forth; Shall you not know it? Isaiah 43:18-19
When we have been hurt by someone the pain does not necessarily stop when we make a choice to forgive them. The memories can appear time and time again to haunt and taunt us. Each time that we relive the memories, we relive the experience, the pain, anger, bitterness, and emotions. It is a vicious circle that causes us to go back instead of forward. We can move on to the new places where God desires to bring us, if we will let go of the past, remain focused on today, and anticipate tomorrow. With God, all things are possible. We can forgive and forget.

 Prayer

I desire the new things You are bringing into my life. Help me to keep my mind on today, letting go of yesterday. Give me the strength I need today,that will enable me to forgive and to forget, AMEN

When Satan comes knocking at your door just simply say

"Jesus will you get that for me? "

 

 

Today started off with me crying this morning, I have so much on my mind that I can't sleep,eat,or drink. I know this is not good for me but I so DOWN!!!!! Then I got a msg from a friend thanking me for being so encouraging and helping her keep her faith in God and trusting him. When I read it,it brought tears to my eyes then I read some other emails from friends and even people who don't know me other than reading my profile,their msg were almost the same.I had to ask God (How can I be encouraging to others when I feel like giving up myself?)I thought that when this journey started I would be happy with my new life, but I'm broken right now!!! I'm emotional,depressed,hurt,confused,lost name it THAT'S HOW I FEEL. I can't even write this without getting emotional!!!!! I know that God doesn't put more on us than we can handle but I just can't get it togther.My faith is being tested and I don't think I'm going to win this time.Please pray for me........

Well,Well It's been 4 MONTHS seen WLS and I'm so BLESSED. I thank you God for all that you have done for me.God you are so good to me!
  In my distress I called to the Lord; I called out to my God. From his temple he heard my voice; my cry came to his ears.
                               2 Samuel 22:7
No one is as in touch with our hearts and our inward thoughts as God is. He understands the slightest whisper of our hearts. Words are not necessary. I am thankful that God understands my heart and what is going on even when I do not know; or can't manage to find the words to muster even a small prayer. He hears those cries at times, when others may not even notice; even those who may be closest to us. At times, when we are too weak to pray for ourselves and find the words to describe what we are experiencing, the cry of our heart reaches the ears of our loving Father and as any good parent, He is moved with compassion. He can distinguish our cries weather it is an urgent cry for help, or a sigh of discouragement, maybe a feeling of overwhelming gratitude, or the heaviness of sorrow. God hears more than our words, He reads our hearts.He sees what others may never know or see. He will move with His compassion and love in our lives and the lives of others; always with perfect timing.

                                  Prayer

Thank You for hearing the cries of my heart, even at times when I have no words You understand. Your ears reach beyond mere words to my need. Not only do You answer my hearts prayers, but when I cannot, You make the prayers for me. You are a true friend.When Satan comes knocking at your door just simply say
                     "Jesus will you get that for me? "

AMEN!!!!

Dear God,
I come to you lifting your name on high, You are so good to me and I want to say thank you for all that you have done for me. God the last three months of my life have been filled with ups and downs but  I would not have made it with out you by my side. I thank you for loving me,when I didn't love myself. I thank you for keeping me when I couldn't keep myself. I thank you for not turning your back on me,when I turn my back to you. But I say "YES" to you ,even when the road is not clear,when I have no money in the bank,when I think i'm losing my mind,when things are rocky in my marriage,when i'm not sure if you are with me or I can't hear your voice,when I don't have anyone to turn to,when i'm happy or sad and when I'm weak. Thank you for another day,my health,my family and friends,my home,my job and my right mind. No matter how hard things get or when I want  to give up. I will think about all the blessings in my life and that you made me to carry out your will and purpose.I know that your not thru with me yet. I love you and need you in my life,I can't do this with out you,my way has not work for 28yrs so I need to STAND STILL and know that you are God and ALL things are possible when I have FAITH in you.God I ask that you have your way in my life right now.The things that are going on with me shows me that you love me and your getting me ready for the next level in this journey.God I ask you order my steps,just have your way today and everyday that you allow me to be here.
Love your child,
Akilah