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127.4 today.

Ok, scratch what I said before...well the part about not understanding is still true. Heck I don't know.... I am up today, 128.4. Must be careful today.

It is supposed to be close to 77 today. Considering a trip to the beach...

Ya know, I don't think I will ever understand how my body and WLS works, lol. Yesterday I ate more than I thought I should have. I was worried I would see a gain, but nope, a loss, 127.4. I have found in the past the sometimes when I eat more, I lose better. But of course this freaks me out, I don't want to eat too much. And I definitely do worse at work than at home.

127.8 this morning. Off to work.

A was very good at school today. No time outs. He got a green sticker so we went to the park after school. He has been a good boy. He actually napped this afternoon, I think because he got up at 5:45. When he woke up he said his throat hurt. I hope it's not strep again.

Well, here it is...10:39 and no call from school for A. Hopefully our talk with him helped.

The scale was good to me this morning, 128.8.

I had pasta again last night for dinner, I decided to measure it because I was worried I was eating too much, but I made 3/4 cup but couldn't eat it all. So I think I am staying well under my 1 cup.

Ugh, yesterday was TERRIBLE. And I mean terrible. I got a call from A's preschool, he was in the directors office, in trouble for hitting and a sassy mouth. I was mortified because not only had that happened yesterday a parent had called to complain about A the other day. I cried like a baby, hurt and embarrased. I called J, he came home from work at lunch and we had a long serious talk with A. Hopefully he will be good from now on.

Because he got in trouble at school, we didn't get to stay the night with Nana, so we are going to visit her today.

The scale did try to ease my pain, it said 129 this morning. Hopefully we are going back in the right direction.

Must have done ok yesterday, the scale read 129.2 this morning. I feel so much better. Still gonna keep going towards 125. 

Going to spend the night with Nana tonight, A & I, she misses him.

Well, yesterday & today, the scale said 130, which is really ok. I am only flucuating less than a pound, but I am paranoid. I have been eating some junk, so I need to cut that out. I think my new goal is 125, so if I flucuate some I still will see 12(something) on the scale.

Working today, bringing grapes for my snack.

Off to work...so tired, I stayed up way too late.

Happy to see the scale said 129.6 this morning. Back in my comfort zone.