ON THE BENCH FINALLY!!!!!!! 291 FROM 315

Sep 09, 2011

HI FAMILY THIS IS MY FIRST POST SINCE SURGERY. I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE BUT BABY LET ME JUST SAY THIS SURGERY IS NO JOKE IN THE PAIN DEPARTMENT THIS ISH KICKED MY @SS!  I HAVE HAD MAYBE 2 GOOD NIGHTS OF SLEEP  AND ITS STILL ROUGH.  WHEN I WOKE UP IN THE RECOVERY ROOM I JUST REMEMBER THEM TELLING ME IT WAS ALL DONE AND EVERYTHING WENT WELL, BUT I FELT LIKE IT WAS ALL JUST BEGEINING I HURTED SO BAD AND WAS SO WEAK OMG THIS COMING FROM A WOMAN WHO HAS HAD A TUBAL PREGANCY THEY HAD TO REMOVE LAPROSCOPICLY, LAPBAND PUT IN, LAPBAND REMOVED, GALLBLADDER REMOVED SO IM NO NEWBIE TO SURGERY AND ALL THOSE ARE ABDOMEN SURGERIES BUT NOTHING LIKE THIS. THIS SHIT HURTED SO BAD I DONT EVEN WANT PLASTICS WHEN IM DONE I TOLD MY PARTNER I HOPE STUFF LOOKS HALF WAY APPEALING IN THE END CAUSE I AM SOOOO DONE.
    WELL ON TO BETTER TIMES TODAY I AM 10 DAYS OUT AND I WENT TO SEE MY SURGEON AND I AM 291 FOM 315!!! YAAAAAAY GO ME. I AM VERY HAPPY BUT SO AFRAID ITS GONNA BE A SHORT LIVED HAPPINESS. I WANT THIS TO WORK SO BAD BUT I FEEL LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO ACT LIKE OH WELL NO BIG DEAL. MY PARTNER IS SO SUPPORTIVE BUT THE REST OF MY FAMILY ARE CRAZY THEY WAS ASKING HER SO IS SHE SKINNY WHEN I WAS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL.  MIND YOU THIS IS A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT I COOKED DINNER FOR AND EXPLAINED EVERYTHING DUMB @SSES!
    ITS CRAZY MY MOM JUST KEEP LOOKING AT ME LIKE I SMELL OR SOMETHING. BUT SHE HAD LAPBAND IN JANUARY AND I WAS HER PERSONAL CHEERLEADER. EVEN THOUGH I WAS DOING MY PRE CERT STUFF WHEN SHE DECIDED TO HAVE SURGERY AND SHE HAD HER SURGERY BEFORE ME AND I WAS SO HAPPY FOR HER.  I THINK SHE FEELS LIKE IM GONNA STEAL HER ATTENTION NOW IDK AND FRANKLY DONT CARE BUT I GUESS YOU GOTTA KNOW OUR HISTORY FOR IT TO MAKE SINCE THAT A MOM IS SO UNATTACHED TO SOMETHING THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO HER CHILD (HER ONLY CHILD)
  BUT THE FACT IS IM ON THE LOSERS BENCH AND IM FINALLY HAPPY TO BE HERE VERY TIRED ENERGY LEVEL IS GOOD WHEN I WAKE UP FOR THE LAST 3 DAYS BUT IT DEPLETES QUICKLY.
  TO ALL MY SISTERS AND BROTHES WAITING TO JOIN ME ON THE BENCH I AM DEFINITELY HOLDING YOUR SPOT YOU WILL BE HERE SOON GOD BLESS YOU AND THANKS FO READING!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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