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the past year has been a nightmare.. i lost everything i had.. my husband rhett also had surgery and changed his addictions to food into an addiction to alcohol and drugs....it got out of hand and he lost his job got into a car accident went to jail went in and out of detox and rehabs...he asked me for a divorce a month before and took all his personal items and the plasma tv that was under my name and social.. i was left broken hearted by my best friend and 12 grnd in the hole...lotts of other things happened during that time.. my father passed away a day after my birthday and i had a friend die..
feeling like i failed at life went back to live with my parents..
let myself go and lost terrible amounts of weight.. when the anorexic girl at work started to defend me and my eating habbits i knew i had a problem... after learning that rhett had met someone at his detox.. i knew that there was no chance at me ever going back home and reconnecting with my fam...not only did i loose my husband and best friend i lost the oportunity to see my neice grow up ...
since then i have had a life changing thing happen... i recently had a son.. and now he is my reason for living and being a better person.. i dont understand why things happen.. but i have faith in GOD and i am thankfull for each morning i get to spend with my child..

life changes.. the smallest i got was 89 or 98 pounds.. due to a broken heart .. taking things one day at a time.. i will post new pictures when i can..

i now weight about 115 or so.. feel a whole lot better about myself!!
in a size 0 sometimes and a 2 depending on the jeans..lol
buying clothes gets expensive..and since my hubby had it too..
we have to keep buying clothes for two.. thanks for looking in my file!!

ok so i had a weird start i had a stricture and had to travel out of the country in the first few months after my surgery.. my grandmother was very sick and lived in mexico..so i went to get my endoscopy a few days before my trip to mexico..i threw up almost everything i ate unless it was cheese or yogurt...arrggg..i knew i was risking my life by leaving houston to go to mexico that soon after surgery but  i'm glad i went because she passed away a week after i came back to the us..

i also threw up bile 3 times since my surgery..not fun.. i had to go get tests done to make sure i was not leaking.. i havent threw up since..

i went from a size 18 -20 to a size 6 sometimes 4...my husband is almost a year out and he went from 420lbs to 247lbs wows.. he was a size 6x and down to a 2 sometimes 1x  shirt... 

i'm feeling great now.. have more energy..feel free to ask me questions ..