2009

Jan 03, 2009

the past year has been a nightmare.. i lost everything i had.. my husband rhett also had surgery and changed his addictions to food into an addiction to alcohol and drugs....it got out of hand and he lost his job got into a car accident went to jail went in and out of detox and rehabs...he asked me for a divorce a month before and took all his personal items and the plasma tv that was under my name and social.. i was left broken hearted by my best friend and 12 grnd in the hole...lotts of other things happened during that time.. my father passed away a day after my birthday and i had a friend die..
feeling like i failed at life went back to live with my parents..
let myself go and lost terrible amounts of weight.. when the anorexic girl at work started to defend me and my eating habbits i knew i had a problem... after learning that rhett had met someone at his detox.. i knew that there was no chance at me ever going back home and reconnecting with my fam...not only did i loose my husband and best friend i lost the oportunity to see my neice grow up ...
since then i have had a life changing thing happen... i recently had a son.. and now he is my reason for living and being a better person.. i dont understand why things happen.. but i have faith in GOD and i am thankfull for each morning i get to spend with my child..

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