12 hours left... REALLY?

Sep 13, 2011

So, in messaging my Band Buddy Mandy (We're having surgery almost at the same exact time) I realized I'm 12 hours, exactly from leaving to go to the hospital... I can't believe it. I simply can't believe I'm LITERALLY standing at the edge of the new journey.

It's a new chapter today. One chapter is over and the new one starts. I told myself this would be the first time I put me first. This is the first time I'm not worrying about a horrible roommate/friend mooching off me. The first time I don't have a horrible man in my life that's either treating me like crap or cheating on me. My divorce will be final soon enough, I've surrounded myself with amazing people. My house is pretty much orgainzed and clean (I still have some stuff to do) I'm searching for and will find an awesome job very soon (possitive thoughts here people) ... life is starting all over.

I can't believe it.


PS - I have given up on proof reading, so I hope if I make errors you guys can read through them I have a pseudotumor in my brain and it makes my thoughts and fingers jumbled sometimes, so please be forgiving. :)

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