I have always been a big girl!  Now looking back at pictures it seems like the weight started when I turned seven or eight! Around that time my whole life as I knew it was disrupted & we had to move!  School was hard but I managed and never was picked on horribly!  Guess you can say I was pretty lucky there!  I would say when I was 18,  lifestyle (constantly on the go)  is probably the smallest I've been!   I was at 215-220 lbs. for forever, then I hurt myself!  I had a herniated disk & the syatic nerve down my leg!  Then found the guy of my dreams & got to comfortable and indulgent!  

 I am just tired of being the big girl and I am the biggest I have ever been, 327lbs!  I am only 31, so I feel I better make a change now and live life!!  I need the change now!   I am married for 2 years now but no kids yet!  I do think my weight has been contributing factor for not ever getting pregnant! I have tried diet & exercises before but it didn't work & what I did loose most of it came back!  So I realize now that I am not comfortable anymore & I want to live!  I realized that I don't want to be the person that complains about something & not do anything about it!  I am so excited to see what the future holds for me & my family!!

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