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APPROVED!!!!!!!!
Feb 21, 2010
I found out Thursday that my insurance approved my request for RNY!!!!! YEA!!!!
Now it seems more real, and I'm very excited.
I have my EGD on Tuesday and I'm waiting to hear back from the surgeon's office about my next pre-op visit.
Another thing on my mind is hair loss. I lost so much hair from the pregnancy two years ago because I never stopped shedding. It's coming back slowly, but the baby took a lot from me. Had I not had so much hair to begin with I'd be bald!!! So, I am on my iron and taking biotin hoping to go into this built up. I have a feeling it's going to throw me back into hairloss.....I just hope to watch it closely unlike this last time with just "hoping" it will get better and seeing the doctor a few times....I already have a hair complex.....
I really don't want to be in the wig market! lol
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Now it seems more real, and I'm very excited.
I have my EGD on Tuesday and I'm waiting to hear back from the surgeon's office about my next pre-op visit.
Another thing on my mind is hair loss. I lost so much hair from the pregnancy two years ago because I never stopped shedding. It's coming back slowly, but the baby took a lot from me. Had I not had so much hair to begin with I'd be bald!!! So, I am on my iron and taking biotin hoping to go into this built up. I have a feeling it's going to throw me back into hairloss.....I just hope to watch it closely unlike this last time with just "hoping" it will get better and seeing the doctor a few times....I already have a hair complex.....
I really don't want to be in the wig market! lol
patience is a virtue.....I lack
Feb 16, 2010
So, I found out that my EGD got pushed back from 11am to 5pm next week.....so NOW I have to be NPO for 8 hours during the day....which SUCKS!!!!!! There's a patient with a mass that needs my spot which is completely understandable....but I'm gonna have to suck it up because I don't wanna wait until March.....so.....yeah......
On a good note, I did complete my sleep study Saturday. No apnea. *jersey shore fist pump*
On an impatient note, still waiting on my pre-cert. I think the time frame is wrapping toward the back end, and I expect to know shortly....BUT I WANT TO KNOW NOW!!!! Just for sure...I'm getting excited....but don't wanna get my hopes too high just in case....silly I know.
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On a good note, I did complete my sleep study Saturday. No apnea. *jersey shore fist pump*
On an impatient note, still waiting on my pre-cert. I think the time frame is wrapping toward the back end, and I expect to know shortly....BUT I WANT TO KNOW NOW!!!! Just for sure...I'm getting excited....but don't wanna get my hopes too high just in case....silly I know.
The Weighting Game
Feb 09, 2010
*Jeopardy music*
Still waiting on insurance approval. I am definitely not a patient person, but know I qualify on weight alone. So I'm just a tad anxious to make sure I have the green light. I have my sleep study this weekend--fun way to spend Valentine's and Mardi Gras weekend, huh? LOL OH WELL....a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do!
My other anxieties and fears have subsided for the mean time and I am slowly getting used to the idea of bypass. I'm also getting excited about the future! (That's a good thing for a depress-o-matic like me!) Coming to terms with the fact that in a year I will no longer be over weight. I will be healthy. I will look different. I will FEEL different. Amazing. I look at people's before and after's and think, "wow, that will be me...."
I have been heavy and over weight almost my entire life, and that is something I've learned to live with and accept. I hope I learn to deal with the "new" me in a good way. Do I define myself and life over my weight? NO. I have a ton a friends and am very outgoing when I'm not too depressed. So hopefully I'll still be me, but a healthier version of myself. I'm looking forward to not aching when I wake up in the morning, hopefully getting off my asthma inhalers, running a mile and then a 5K and feeling good about how I look.
EXCITING!
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Still waiting on insurance approval. I am definitely not a patient person, but know I qualify on weight alone. So I'm just a tad anxious to make sure I have the green light. I have my sleep study this weekend--fun way to spend Valentine's and Mardi Gras weekend, huh? LOL OH WELL....a girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do!
My other anxieties and fears have subsided for the mean time and I am slowly getting used to the idea of bypass. I'm also getting excited about the future! (That's a good thing for a depress-o-matic like me!) Coming to terms with the fact that in a year I will no longer be over weight. I will be healthy. I will look different. I will FEEL different. Amazing. I look at people's before and after's and think, "wow, that will be me...."
I have been heavy and over weight almost my entire life, and that is something I've learned to live with and accept. I hope I learn to deal with the "new" me in a good way. Do I define myself and life over my weight? NO. I have a ton a friends and am very outgoing when I'm not too depressed. So hopefully I'll still be me, but a healthier version of myself. I'm looking forward to not aching when I wake up in the morning, hopefully getting off my asthma inhalers, running a mile and then a 5K and feeling good about how I look.
EXCITING!
Glass half full....OF FEAR
Feb 04, 2010
My fears have been getting the best of me.
Fight or Flight syndrome--check. Tense muscles--check. Irratible and snappy--check. Headaches--check. Irrational thoughts--check.
Yeah, being in my head sucks....living with me probaby sucks too---sorry Eli.
Thank God Eli (suicide hotline boy) and Brad (the voice of collared reason) can talk me down from the ledge of doom. I realize my fears are trying to sabotage my efforts and choice.
I'm going to face my fears and personal monster head on. I am not going to let it stop me from becoming healthy. This monster is going down--in history. I will win this battle. I will embrace change.
I will let go... I will let go of bad habits. I will let go of self-defeating control, fear and anxiety. I will let go of the weight. I will let go of unhappiness and depression. I will let go of a negative self-image.
I will be a new me...a better me...a healthy and happy me.
Here's to me!
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Fight or Flight syndrome--check. Tense muscles--check. Irratible and snappy--check. Headaches--check. Irrational thoughts--check.
Yeah, being in my head sucks....living with me probaby sucks too---sorry Eli.
Thank God Eli (suicide hotline boy) and Brad (the voice of collared reason) can talk me down from the ledge of doom. I realize my fears are trying to sabotage my efforts and choice.
I'm going to face my fears and personal monster head on. I am not going to let it stop me from becoming healthy. This monster is going down--in history. I will win this battle. I will embrace change.
I will let go... I will let go of bad habits. I will let go of self-defeating control, fear and anxiety. I will let go of the weight. I will let go of unhappiness and depression. I will let go of a negative self-image.
I will be a new me...a better me...a healthy and happy me.
Here's to me!