12 More Days To Go...

Apr 29, 2009

I'm on the home stretch. I've got 12 days till my surgery and I'm on a shake diet. I'm doing horribly at it. The last three days I didn't eat my shakes.... I don't understand these things.... They say I'm supposed to live on a shake diet so I can lose some weight before my surgery. But if I could lose weight I wouldn't need the damn surgery in the first place! I'm back on them today. No more messing around. I have to take this seriously, I can't flubb it up. These shakes are awful though. They're like chalk and fruit flavoring. I'm constantly hungry. All I notice on TV are restaraunt and food ads. It seems as though everyone around me is constantly eating. It's torture!!! Today is my sister's birthday and I can't even have a piece of cake at her party. This weekend will be harder, as I'm going on a retreat and the best thing about the place is the food! Oh woe is me!!!

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