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Well who would have known that i would finnaly be able to say i had the surgery :D so proud of myself lol must say i never thought
i am doing very well head hunger was driving me nutty but today i started the fat free cottage cheese and the unsweetend apple sauce and the pottatoes so hopefully that will end them head hungers :S
my belly full but i am scared i am transfering my addiction of smoking to craving food wich scares me of stretching my pouch as i want this surgery to work i dont want to look like a failior again ,
i weighed in at 348 lbs my heighest weight then i started on my journey to loose weight pre op i was 292.5 and now today at home i weighed in at 279 i am so proud of my self i walk 3 times a day not that far but a 20 mins walk 3 times is good for the beginer . i got my 3 week post op on august 25th ill keep you updated on how it goes i plan on taking my babies with me this time ;)

after several times of postponning my surgery its finnaly here i leave today thank you all for your continued support angels without faces i call you . please keep my beautiful family in your thoughts and prayers during this time surgery is on monday august 4th .2008 time unknown . much love peace and happiness
Barb

well we are just 3 weeks till i leave for utica new york my nerves man let me tell you they have been so high this week
i got to keep reminding myself why i am doing this and thankful that i have been accepted to have this life change other wise i would be backing out due to the nerves of having surgery thankfully i have found out that its a normal feeling .
getting everything prepared for the surgery all the meds and the protein powders and well although i dont want to buy myself clothes i bought myself 3 new pjs just to pick me up . i have lost 50lbs pre surgery so far . the kids will be staying with there nanny marie over night and there daddy after school as daddy is a overnight worker and couldnt be with me during the hospital stay.. my sister tanya will be driving me to the states wich i am so thankful for as i dont drive
well its sunday and i have my ottawa support group meeting today looking forward to meeting others in my situation who have done or will be having the wls ,, well i will update you all on how the meeting went and stop rambling on here hugz barbie

Wow ok so i am thrilled today i was sent to this link from an old friends mom who comes here as well ty lorie <3 i know ppl have had the gastric bypass surgery but no one i knew or talked with personaly.. so it was almost like going threw this alone..
some of my friends who dont understand some of my medical issues would be upset if i tried to talk with them bout my upcoming plans of surgery to have this coverd by ohip is huge for me i would not other wise be able to afford the surgery without the help.. and i have tried in my limits to loose the weight that i have put on but again alot of my medical issues that have caused me to gain weight in the first place is a big barrier . so that they didnt understand why i couldnt just go jog or eat less .. or be more active surgery is not the answer they would say. disregarding my feelings or how much i wished that was possible.. now i sit and read all these other peoples messages it touches my heart to see such success and the bonds that are being formed i think i finnaly found my place on the net to call home will be coming back alot <3 well i am off to bed so good night to anyone reading this