Miss Candace
Im about to be hard core again
Jun 16, 2010
A friend asked me, "How did you feel when you lost all that weight?"
My reply...
those not so positive comments started to wear on my mental.
so i think that has a lot to do w/ why i put back on.
i felt great, thought i looked great - but i didnt know that skinny chick & neither did my friends or fam we were all more comfortable w/ the heavier chick.
but ive come to the conclusion that i want to be that skinny chick again.
it was hard walking around thinking/feeling/SEEING ppl stare at me. i wasnt use to that.
now - i dont care so much. i use to wonder what the helium they were staring at - what they were thinking. but you know what - i cant control them. i can only control me.
im not responsible for them - im only responsible for me.
thus - i dont care about them - i really only care about me & if thats "bad" oh well - they'll have to deal with it. b/c they arent walking around as me - i am!
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About Me
San Jose, CA
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41.4
BMI
Surgery
04/22/2004
Surgery Date
Sep 15, 2003
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