besca17

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7 weeks out tomorrow. feel pretty good the majority of the time, which makes me happy. eating a little better. more willing to try things. 60 lbs gone forever!!!!! hard for me to see any difference in me but everyone else says theres a big difference. still a long way to go. one more day till thanksgiving. i'm not really worried about being surrounded by food. i'll try a few things and be fine. however, that side of the family doesn't even know i had the surgery... oh secrets. we were waiting to tell them until i was back to work. and then i kept having more problems. and then we just never got around to it. i don't know if they will notice anything, but i do plan on telling them, hoping not to cause drama. we shall see.

ps i bought a few new clothes for the winter, some one size down and some two :) happy happy!

almost three weeks out..everyday wondering if this was the right decision because i don't feel well. i would give almost anything to feel okay again. i know it takes time.

before the surgery, i never second guessed my decision. i knew, and still know, in the long run, it will all be worth it.

having a really hard time getting all my protein in, trying new things slowly on the soft diet. always scared to put something new in me. but so far so good. although  i constantly have a bad taste in my mouth and a lump in my throat, just have to try to ignore it and force myself.

hoping each day will be easier...