Closet!!

Nov 15, 2012

I have been looking at myself in the mirror and not really sure what to make of myself . I can still see the same person I have been for years. My body still looks the same to me . The only time I look different to me is when I put on clothes. So I have summed up that with a 100 lbs lost I have the same shape just a smaller size so I am going to stay away from the mirror and kill my added addiction of jumping on the scale each morning. So that brings me to he closet. I have been having fun shopping for new things to wear but I haven't wanted to get rid of the old stuff and I have been trying to mix it all together. I guess I had been hiding behind what was comfortable. So needles to say I ended up getting a tongue lashing from a very good friend about what I was wearing. I it really hadn't sunk in that I had lost enuff weight to buy smaller jeans and pants. She fussed and said I was walking around looking like MC HAMMER with my extra baggy pants on. So I went in the store and tried on a size 44 waist just to see if it would fit. The 44 was too small but not by much so I tried on a size 46 and it fit snug but I was in them and could wear them so I got my first pair of  jeans from Macy's. The hard thing now is cleaning out my closet. I was all set on getting all of my clothes altered so I wouldn't have to buy new ones so soon but that idea has now been tossed out the window. But I am still finding it hard to let my old things go. However last weekend I snatched out all of the pants and jeans except for the newest ones from just  before WLS stuck them in a bag and said they had to go but the shirts have been another thing. I am find that if I tuck them in I can continue to wear them but i know I am running out of time with them too. I have dropped all the way down to a 3xlt from a 6-7xl.  

My closet is now in a uproar as I add something new I try to remove something old!

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