Update (living life again)

Jan 05, 2012

Here is an update on me. OMG I am finally living life! I have to stop and think about what it was like when I was up in the 320's....life was so hard. I have to remember how It felt to roll over in my bed at night. Hard and painful.  How I had to get rocking to get myself off the couch.  I was in so much pain and embarassment.  I couldnt walk around the store. Just standing still was hard and tedious. Life has so much more quality for me now.  I updated my interests on here...they used to say, I cant do this or I never do this because Im so big...Now they say I CAN! I CAN!!!! I wonder why it took me so long to make the rny decision. It is def. the best thing I ever did for myself. I am very happy at how I feel right now and believe me it has nothing to do with my looks...its all for my health.  We often take for granted the simple things in life we do, that are so amazingly hard for a very mobidly obese person to do.  My heart goes out to all of the people who have not made the weight loss decision yet or for some reason just cant do it.   Now I understand what life is supposed to be.  How it shouldnt hurt to exist.   I still have arthritis and bone problems...but its different now.  I just hope that if you read this and you havent decided yet to do it, that I may be a little bit of a inspiration. I know how bad you feel and there is a way out. A way to live life again.  I'd love to hear from you. take care!

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