BiggerIsNotAlwaysBetter
1 Week away....
Aug 19, 2009
EXCITED....
SCARED...
HOPEFULL...
NERVOUS...
ENERGIZED...
TERRIFIED...Excited: to start my REAL life
Scared: to embark on my new life of the unknown
Hopefull: that finally I will be happy and healthy
Nervous: about the outcome, how I'll feel immediately post op...not knowing what it is to be put to sleep
Energized: at the prospect of having a full active life
Terrified: of not knowing how to cope without the comforts of food
BUT....ultimately knowing that this is what will save my life and give me a new lease on life...it will all be worth it when I see that end product and then a lifetime of maintaining it.
HAPPY...HEALTHY...ACTIVE...ALIVE...NEW...is what I'm waiting for
I am one week away from that!!! I need all the encouragement I can get...I have had cold feet and started telling myself I can lose the weight I need to lose by drinking the shakes and eating a low fat diet but really I know It will never pan out and I need this drastic change for me and my well being....I'm doing it...I can't believe I am finally doing it...I've wanted this since 2003 and finally 11 months after I decided to make the leap, it's finally happening.
