Fill 1 - No Restriction

Apr 13, 2009

So I got on the scale this morning unhappy.  I gained 2 lbs.

To put it all together:
I still get quite hungry.
I still have to exercise just as much as before.
I still have no restriction.
Essentially, I feel exactly the same as I felt 3 months ago - pre-surgery.

I've had 1 fill - 3.6 cc - and I can steal eat a whole sub. (Yes, I have eaten one. Shame, shame on me.)

To be honest, this might be premature, but I'm a bit disappointed. 

I'd prefer no comments about how I must eat right and exercise - I am fully aware of this. 
If I have another person tell me this surgery is a "tool" and not a fix, I'm gonna scream.

But seriously, if I can eat just as much as before, get hungry just as quickly (if not even more quickly at times) and must exercise just as much as before to lose weight - what's really different?  Nothing right now.  I was just hoping that something would be different post surgery, and it doesn't appear that way just yet.

I'm trying to be patient. 
I understand that I have to get to fill 3 or 4 before I sense any real difference, but in the meantime, I feel like I'm just sustaining - and recently, just gaining.

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