Wed Jan 26,2011

Jan 25, 2011

I'm a bander, almost 2yrs out and not out of the 200's yet. I have a follow up appt with my surgeon, Dr Reagan at Columbia St Marys in Milwaukee. I will be seeing him on Feb 14th. Isn't that sweet? no pun intended. Well, maybe a little one. I rejoined weight watchers to help me with my portion control. I like their new system. 0 points for fruits and veggies, which is awesome (I'm a vegetarian). You would think a vegetarian would not have a weight problem, at least that is what I get a lot. Just because it is vegetarian does not mean low fat nor low calorie. My husband was told by his doctor to lose 30lbs and I reminded him yesterday about that because he is prediabetic, high blood pressure and high resting heart rate. Oh and 38 years old. He recanted well you have way more than that to lose from your chunky butt and had more time! oooh, talk about being hurtful. Sad thing, the truth hurts. I have finally seen the light though. My family and friends have been right all along about him trying to sabatouge me. He doesn't want anyone one else to look at me according to them. Well, he forgot about how cute I am, so they will look no matter what! How about that! Can you tell I am a little angry? Frustrated? Depressed? I recently joined a gym and asked him to go as my guest. Nope. He won't. So I am, from now on, declaring here on this site, that I am focusing totally on me! Yes, me! I will go to the gym by myself, I will go on vacations with my sister instead of waiting on him (still no honeymoon, married 18 years), I will go buy new sneakers just because they are pretty (and motivating!). Can you tell this is a new adventure? 

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