busfreak43

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Its been 3 wks now and am doing very well. I can't wait until my 6 wk check up to get my first fill, I'm getting concerned I'm eating to much and feel i need the restriction soon. I'm worried about liquids, I'm never thirsty unless its hot, I don't think I'm sipping enough, I keep forgetting it. I think about cake and sweets less and less and am trying to focus on my goals and am going to make a meal plan for the week Sunday so i don't falter. I have to be more organized or i know i will fail. I've been to a restaurant twice now and have eaten very small meals and that feels like a victory because the more i read here the more i realize I'm a volume eater. I eat all day but when i eat i used to really eat a lot and look for sweets after. a lot of people are rooting for me at work and I've appreciated all their support, but i need to root for myself also. I've been mostly excited and upbeat which is unusual for me, I hope it continues.

I'm getting sick of restricted diet, wish i could have one little qesadilla, just one! I'm going to earls retirement party tonight and watch other people eat. it makes me feel sad and lonely to be the only one who can't. I want to eat normal food. I'm bored and might drive my car even if i'm not supposed to, i feel like I'm cut off from the world w/o it.

was able to get out of bed with minimum floundering. I'm almost walking upright from getting up, it takes a minute to straighten out still. I'm going to the chiropractor to get a treatment to get the toxins out of my system after Anesthesia and to crack my neck, fun! after, my daughter is taking us and my grand dog to the park to a play date (for dog) and a walk for me! am struggling to get enough fluids in, i keep forgetting.

I just had surgery on monday (lap band) and am stuggling to eat as much as it says to eat, how can u eat every hr 1/2 if your not hungry?