just bloging

Mar 19, 2009

Ok so today is Thursday and my baby will be 10 months old on Sat.  You would think that I would have lost more than 10lb in that ammount of time, not only that but I delivered her weighing 211lb and a few months ago was 250lb and now am just getting below 240lb!!  Not cool!!!  Why can't I just be a normal mom?  What I mean by that is, most women put weight on when they are pregnant and then loose weight after birth, even if they don't loose all the baby weight they still tend to loose weight.  Not me!  I loose weight durring pregnancy and gain after giving birth

I keep telling myself how easy it should be to loose 6-10lb a month and then I would be at my goal weight by 18mo-2yr from now, but no matter what I do I can't seem to get the weight off!!  I am so sick of working my butt off every day only to have the same big butt after it is all said and done!  What more do I need to do?  I am not beyond going back to my old  "skarf & barf" ways!  I am so frusterated right now that I can't be the woman, mom, wife, and just me that I want to be!!!!!

Ok rant over.  Otherwise, doing ok, I have been sick with a sinus infection all week and am getting almost no sleep.  Between my baby teething and not sleeping and my son's oxygen monitor and oxygen machine being so loud, it is so hard to sleep at my house, and lets face it, I can't give my baby sleep meds for her to sleep and I can't take my son off of his oxyen or the puls ox, so now I just have to deal with it and try to get as much sleep as I can, I know if I got the right ammount of sleep I would have an easier time loosing weight, it is proven, people who don't sleep or sleep too much are more likely to be obese, and I am so I must be doing something wrong!

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